23.7.06

church picnic 2006

today (well, yesterday, technically!) ccco held the annual church picnic at Rideau River Park. it was a great time of games, food, and just hanging out with friends for most of the day! it was overcast the entire time, but thankfully it didn't rain on us. the mosquitoes were extremely friendly! a bunch of people topped the day off by going canoeing...... i opted out, but managed to capture some great shots of everyone having a good time!



"which one's mine??"......... "eew, there're spiderwebs all over this lock!"


nathan and ivan trying to balance on their paddles.......


just about ready!


ben & sol.... first ones out


don't the girls look cheerful? ^-^


josh & crew


off they go!


just because......

20.7.06

A Week Later.....


Hooey it's early (for me)! Went over to watch the Fong girls this morning while Michelle trained for her triathalon (go Michelle!!), so it was an early start..... got home at 8, but I'm not quite sure what to do since everyone else at home is still sleeping. :)

So..... it's been just about a week since I've arrived back from Belize. It's been comparatively uneventful; in Belize, I was always up to something, never just lying around, watching the boob-tube. It's really apalling how much time we spend watching TV -- even if the programs are good. I really need to learn to walk away from it. It would free up so much more time! Other than TV, I've been kinda mossying around, tidying up my things. Lots that needs to be done, but I never seem to be as productive as I wish to be. I need to be quicker..... but that's the mantra of my life. :p

It's kinda strange.... coming home, it was so easy to slip back into life as it was before, minus many of the obligations I had before I left (for the time being, anyway). How do I be more productive? (I don't necessarily mean finding a job....) Not that I've ever been one to complain about having time to relax. I think that I am perhaps a lazy person my nature. :p Maybe all people are at some level.

Anyway, I digress. As I was begininng to say before, coming home has been odd. Not because it's been difficult getting used to things again, but precisely because it seems all too easy. It's as if nothing has changed. I suppose that is my greatest fear: is it possible -- in all the time I've been away, after seeing all I've seen and hearing all I've heard -- that I haven't been changed at all? What a perplexing thought. That I have been through this whole process and have been given such a great oppurtunity, and nothing worthwhile has come out of the experience, scares me. Coming home has been too easy. Was Belize all just a dream? A slight, inconsequential hiccup in the monotonous rhythm of my comfortable life?? God forbid!

And yet................ I cannot forget the amazing individuals I've met, the amazing stories I've heard. I see things differently, if even just by a margin. I've seen God's provision and faithfulness at work in my life, if not yet His greater purpose for me. It is my hope that these are whisperings of a greater understanding to come -- that this trip has had a more profound impact on me than I have yet been able to realize.

I'm still trying to figure out a good way to post a whole host of pictures from the trip...... Flickr only allows three albums (and I need alot more!) for organizing photos, and I don't think Yahoo lets you label each picutre with a caption. I may just end up posting batches here, eventhough it'll be a loooong process. That way I can post pictures, captions, and possibly short blurbs about each batch. Hmmm...... Has anyone got any good ideas?

23.5.06

Life Lesson Learned:


In life, we always come across issues or people that we feel a certain way towards. We have to choose our course of action, despite those feelings. The right thing to do may or may not align with our hearts, but that's the way it is....... there's wisdom to be gained in learning to grow out of being swept away by your emotions and letting that dictate your judgement and actions.

Darnit all...... I think I'm growing up and moving on. *sigh* It's almost a pity, but I know I'm better for it. C'est la vie, ne?

20.5.06

spent last nite re-visiting childhood favorites..... *heehee* oh the things one does when one has time (or MAKES time, while in the middle of thesis revisions.... haha). :p this site has summaries of a whooooole slew of old tv shows..... i happily relived my childhood as i watched introductions for captain planet (seems SO dorky now!), hello kitty, lois & clark: the new adventures of superman, and (oh yes!) the mighty morphin' power rangers.


i also watched first knight..... an old favorite. one line in particular jumped out at me from last nite's viewing that hadn't before:

"there are laws that enslave men, and laws that set them free. either what we hold to be right and good and true, IS right and good and true for all mankind under God, or we're just another robber tribe."
-Sean Connery as King Arthur (First Knight)

i dunno.... i just found it to be such a true statement. in today's society, it's all about relativity..... everyone's way is the right way. as Christians we know otherwise...... there is a truth that is above reproach, above Man's ability to judge. it's just interesting when statements like this turn up in secular culture..... they speak something so true, yet they don't even realize what they're saying.

16.5.06

i'm doone, i'm dooone, i'm dooooooooonnnnnnnneeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! until defence and final revisions anyway. :p i'm just glad all the writing's finally finished!!!!!! now. sleep sounds like a grand idea. :)

28.4.06

i sat there tonight, silent.... smiling. like a girl with a jewel in her mouth. should i have said something?

what words need to be shared, will be shared i'm sure.

27.4.06

My heart is so full.... full to bursting. I am a blessed, blessed child of God, and He is SO faithful to me! 2 Corinthians has never rung truer... He is indeed more than extravagant me.

Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
And how You love me

Thank you, thank you, thank you, Jesus! I will sing of Your love and faithfulness all the days of my life. ^_______^

13.4.06

I'm procrastinating again...... a mini-hiatus from thesis-writing.... *sigh* how i wish it were done!!!! i've made depressingly little progress. moving at a "snail's pace" has a whole new meaning. >.< anyway. this is merely for my enjoyment, so there is no need to read on..... if you do, you've been warned!!

Complete Randomness
How Do You Feel Right Now?:mediocre.... very blah.
What's Your Name?:Stephanie
Are You Photogenic? (Be Honest):no.
What's The Most You've Spent On An Article Of Clothing? (Or Shoes):$100? i hate spending big on clothes....
If You Could Have Anything Right Now, What Would It Be?:my completed thesis!!!!!!!!
What Was The Last Thing You Ate?:pita dippers from Roosters with hummous and garlic sauce *yum!*
What's The Name Of The Last Person You Kissed?:Priscilla
Favorite Store To Shop At?:ikea.... with salem's a very, VERY close second. ^^
Do You Own Any Video Game Systens? If So What Ones?:nope
Bronze, Silver, Or Gold (Colorwise):silver
What Was The Last Movie You Saw In Theaters?:narnia: the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe
Who'd You Go With?:Mum, Mui, Jean, Cal, Rachel, Jill
Do You Have An iPod? If So What Color Is It?:i do! Eris is white.
Name The Last Resteraunt You Ate At (Not Fast Food):Mee Xim (last friday w/ Chung, Jean, and txp!)
What's Your Favorite Season?:spring!
What's The Farthest You've Gone With A Boy/Girl?:haven't "gone" anywhere with anyone. ^^
Can You Sew?:a bit
Can You Cook?:a bit
Do You Like Being Outside In The Rain?:i do! though not with school books and other things that suffer when wet. :P
If You Found A Wallet With 100,000 In It, Would You Keep It?:no..... although i'd be tempted for sure.
Name Three Of Your Closest Friends:Carmie, Denise, Karen! (& others..... can I add? Mellie! Jean!)
What Are Your Parent's Names?:Mum & Dad
Ever Been Bowling?:yep
Would You Rather Freeze Or Burn To Death?:neither, thank you!
Do You Like Zebra's Or Turtles Better?:turtles... =D
If You Could See Any Band In Concert & Get Backstage Passes Who Would It Be:hrrrrmmmm.... tough call..... Jars of Clay /Anberlin/Skillet/Emery I guess! (definitely Beth Dillon or Plumb if solo artists count!)
How Many TV's Are In Your House?:2
What's Your Favorite Sport To Play?:soccer/basketball/volleyball
Do You Own A Scooter:nope

27.3.06

here's what happens when steph gets too much work to do.....

Music Shuffle
Put your mp3 player on shuffle, and list the first ten songs.
First Song::Real Life Fairytale (Plumb)
Second Song::In a Lose, Lose Situation (Emery)
Third Song::I Can't Do This (Plumb)
Fourth Song::S'Wonderful (Diana Krall)
Fifth Song::Saviour (Skillet)
Sixth Song::Luckiest (Manic Drive)
Seventh Song::My Love Has't Grow Cold (Bethany Dillon)
Eight Song::Paperthin Hymn (Anberlin)
Ninth Song::If I Never Knew You (Pocahontas)
Tenth Song::Why Did I Let You Go? (V*enna)
Time to see what they mean to you!
Who does song 1 remind you of?:Errm..... someone I'd like to meet one day. ^-^
What part of your life does song 2 describe the best?:now.
If you could dedicate song 3 to someone, who would it be?:to all disgruntled students.
Does Song 4's lyrics mean anything to you personally?:kinda..... it s'wonderful how Jesus loves me! *grin*
Why do you like song 5?:b/c skillet is da bomb.
When did you first start listening to the artist of song 6?:err... last summer (2005)
How many albums do you have from the artist of song 7?:two
How are number 8 and 9 similar?:it's about human relationships
What is number 10's meaning?:regret that an oppurtunity to share Christ with someone was missed
What song out of the 10 is your favorite?:7
What song out of the 10 is your least favorite?:4
Which song means the most to you and why?:3... because it describes me to a 't'. ^-^
Would you dedicate any of these to your love/crush?:1!
Would you dedicate any of these to your enemy?:yeah... 10
Do these top ten songs fairly reflect your music collection?:pretty fairly


*escape*

Instructions:
Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING.

1. How does the world see you?
Great is Thy Faithfulness (Lincoln Brewster) - uuuuh..... ok?

2. Will I have a happy life?
Quadukka-L-Mayyas (Jesse Cook) - err.... don't even know what that means.
edit: uuuh..... found out that it means "your proud figure" or "your sexy body" in arabic (depending on which translation of the song u look at). now i know..... and i'm not sure what it means for a happy life...... *eep*?? O_o

3. What do my friends think of me?
Shattered Life (Seventh Day Slumber) - uhoh...

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
So Cold I Could See My Breath (Emery)

5. How can I make myself happy?
Never Take Friendship Personal (Anberlin) - but i thought it was the other way around!

6. What should I do with my life?
Everybody's Fool (Evanescence) - but but but..... i protest!

7. Will I ever have children?
The Look of Love (Diana Krall) - and so that means...... yes?

8. What is some good advice for me?
Another Day (Natalie Grant) - very GOOD advice too *nodding*

9. How will I be remembered?
Blue Moon (Mel Torme) - aww. i don't wanna be remembered as a lonely person. :(

10. What's my signature dancing song?
Dare You to Move (Switchfoot) - aww. SO not a dancing song......

11. What's my current themesong?
New (Bethany Dillon) - ^-^ love it!

12. What do others think is my current themesong?
Candy-Coated Waterdrops (Plumb)

13. What shall they play at my funeral?
Sanity (Matt Brouwer) - haha..... hopefully it's not cuz i lost it.....

14. What type of *man* do I like? (that was edited...... do NOT lean the other way!)
Freedom (Michael W. Smith) - *lol*..... a free spirit, huh?

15. How's my love life?
I Could Write a Book (Dinah Washington) - HA...... riiiight. if only. *rolls eyes*


alright..... some of those made no sense..... but 'twas fun anyhow. back to the grind, slave!
God, i can't do this. i can't.

everything's coming down on me....... giving up looks GREAT right now. i know this doesn't matter much in eternity's light, but it's consumed me now. can't even concentrate........ how do i keep things in perspective when i can't even see around its bulk? ugh.

15.3.06

Thought this was interesting..... i think we really aren't aware of how big our Family is..... for sure there are people with many many needs immediately around us, but we just don't think about all these other ppl that to a greater or lesser degree impact our lives everyday -- they need prayer just as much as we do!

Prayer is Precious (Russ Breimeier - ChristianityToday.com))
Hard for me to fathom that it's been nearly nine years since my long internship with EMI Christian Music Group in Nashville. I remember it like yesterday, not just the excitement of working for a prestigious record label, but also the adventure of going out on my own away from all my family and friends. Because I was alone and exploring the possibility of calling Nashville home should I find employment, I had the pleasure of sampling several churches in the area during my stay.

One week early on, I was caught off guard during the prayers in the worship service. There were petitions for an ailing relative of Michael Card, a difficult pregnancy for Wes King and his wife, and some other request on behalf of Phil Keaggy. I had no reason to be surprised, having learned in advance that several Christian artists called this particular congregation home. But just like at my home church, my mind triggered at the sound of a familiar name, causing my heart to send along a little extra boost of prayer.

For me, it was a reminder that the church is much bigger than we often make it. Over the years, I had prayed for people in my congregation that I'd never met, for missionaries overseas, for our country's leaders, for people in the national news. Why then should praying for Christian artists be any different? When you think about it, some of them are more present in our lives than we realize, depending on how often we play their CDs or sing their songs in church.

Looking back, perhaps I was letting celebrity getting in the way of prayer, allowing their spotlight and perceived success to get in the way of recognizing the needs and joys of our fellow brothers and sisters in Christ. Since then, it's something I've tried to take more seriously, especially now that I interact with so many within the industry. Though artists do try to maintain some privacy with their personal lives, I encourage you to keep tabs on the happenings of your favorites via their websites. Additionally, knowing that we're all capable of criticism, I challenge you to pray for an artist you don't care for. It could simply be for someone who you think can do better, or perhaps even a non-Christian artist that has offended your sensibilities many times before. None of us are beyond the need for prayer and God's mercy, even if they are outside our everyday spheres of activity.

8.3.06

lonely planet.....

i've mostly succeeded in avoiding all-niters this year..... i've forgotten what a lonely endeavor it is. tonite the topic is snow. hrrrmmmmmmmm.................. whoever thought that ppl actually go out to study snow?!??? isn't it just that white stuff that's fun to play in and a pain to shovel? i guess there are important uses for such studies.... like predicting the amount of spring melt and the subsequent amount of flooding and water available for municipal utilization...... but who knew?? honestly, this was borderline for me....... and right now, it's looking more useless by the second. sleep beckons.

back i go........


edit: the clock now tells me it's 7:30 am...... tippy, let's go find our bed. -_-

7.3.06

Take a look at the following article.... it's so inspiring when Christians use their fame as a platform for reaching the unsaved. I'll warn you now.... the articles a bit long.... but it's a good one! I love how Cindy followed God where He led her.... and ended up doing amazing things! It makes me happy to see that she is still so grounded and aware that God is in control, and is willing to go with whatever He has planned for her next. People like Cindy Klassen make me so proud to be Canadian! ^-^


Cindy Klassen speeding for His sake
By Shirley Byers
SHE LOVES classic literature, good music, great art, and visiting new places. She loves God and her family. And she loves to compete on the ice. Following in the skate grooves of Catriona LeMay Doan -- once known as the fastest woman on ice -- Cindy Klassen sped her way to a bronze medal in the 2002 Olympic Games in Salt Lake City and came within a hair of two more.
Surprisingly, however, the Winnipeg native didn't even consider speed skating until she was 18 years old. She still dreamed of making it to the Olympics, but as a hockey player.
Klassen has held a hockey stick since the age of five. In 1996, the 17-year-old power-house was playing defense for Canada's National Junior Women's Hockey team. Then, in 1998, she was invited to try out for Canada's Olympic team.
"I did my best, and was pleased with my performance," comments Klassen. "I was fairly certain I had made the team."
She was at home with her parents when the devastating news came. Klassen hadn't made the team. "I felt hurt and angry, sad and confused all at the same time." She recalls.
Still reeling from her disappointment, Klassen received a call from the National Women's Hockey Team, encouraging her to move to Calgary. Although she wouldn't be on the team, Klassen could still train with them.
She complied, joining her former teammates in Alberta. However, she admits: "I couldn't handle being around all the players who had made the team while I had been cut."
So, soon after she'd arrived in Calgary, Klassen gathered her things and went home with the intent of playing on a recreational hockey team. Following her transition home, Klassen's parents -- who urged her to speed skate as a child -- broached the subject again.
Klassen had never been thrilled about what she termed "those skin-tight outfits and strange, long-bladed skates," but because her mother could get a discount on the equipment, she agreed to give it a try.
"It was so hard to even stand on the skates. I had a lot of trouble learning the technique," explains Klassen. "All of my training for 13 years had been geared to hockey and this was so different.
"There were still those weird outfits . . . For the better part of my first year in speed skating, I went against the grain, and wore very baggy clothes," Klassen laughs.
"But at the same time, I was finding that I loved doing an individual sport -- because what you put into it, you get out of it."
And Klassen put her whole self into it. She trained six days a week, her daily schedule consisting of two and a half hours on the ice in the morning, lunch, a nap and two hours of either cycling or weights in the afternoon. Her strenuous work paid off, as Klassen competed successfully in the World Championships and World Cups.
Then her lifelong dream was realized when she made it to the Winter Olympics.
"The World Championships can be pretty amazing but the Olympics takes this to a new level," says Klassen.
"For a time in Salt Lake, the pressure was getting to me," she admits. "I wasn't sleeping, I couldn't eat. I was so nervous."
She registered to compete in four events -- the 1,000, 1,500, 3,000 and 5,000 meters. When the time came for the 3,000-metre race, her anxiety skyrocketed.
"But that very day," she recalls, "I received an e-mail from the students at my old high school (Mennonite Brethren Collegiate Institute). [It] was packed with notes of encouragement, telling me they were cheering [and] praying for me."
"And that's when it hit me," Klassen continues. "This is just another race. [God] knows the outcome. All I can do is use what He's given me. All I can do is do the best I can. So, that's what I did."
Suddenly it was all over, and Klassen found herself standing on the podium. Her "best" had been rewarded with an Olympic bronze medal.
Since then, the geography major has only continued to improve, and in 2003 she became the first Canadian in 27 years to win the overall title at the World Speed Skating Championships.
Klassen now recognizes that, despite being rejected by the Olympic hockey team, "God was leading me. This was his plan all along. I learned by getting cut."
As a believer in Jesus Christ, she adds, "even when you want things . . . if it's not in God's will, it's not going to happen. I've learned to go along with that.
"Right now in speed skating I'm having the time of my life, but I have to be ready to move on if He wants me to do something else."
Klassen desires to be as open about her faith as former teammate and gold medalist, Catriona LeMay Doan, who told City Light News, "It's my relationship with Jesus that gives me true significance."
Inspired by Doan's boldness, Klassen says, "I want to use the publicity I've gotten through my success for His glory. I go back to my old high school and talk to the students. I . . . let people know I'm a Christian."
She adds, "I've won a medal, but that's nothing compared to the crown I'll get in Heaven. I see a lot of people in sports who think when they reach a certain level they've got it made, but really, you can only find happiness in the Lord."
-- courtesy of Living Light News

2.3.06

mary & martha.......

had a lovely time of sharing and praying with four of my beautiful sisters earlier this evening! *yaaaay... i'm now an adopted cousin!!!*

h2o's helping hands for hire was one of our main topics of discussion tonite. oh last-minuteness again!! *hee* not many ppl signed up to hire us, despite our efforts to somewhat up the promo this time around...... so we were left scrambling to find odd-jobs to do. after much deliberation tonite, we finally got down to praying (leave it to us to *save* praying for last!), and Karen said something about being Mary and being Martha that totally struck me. helping ppl is a GOOD thing to do..... we had every good intention when we started out. but things spiralled out of our control, and we wanted to fix it..... we wanted to do something. doing it ourselves.... that's not the point. we've totally been martha's (i have been anyway!), worrying over incomplete tasks, while the whole time the point was to sit and wait before the Lord and see what good things He has in store, like mary did. it was humbling to be reminded once again that i can't do it on my own, no matter how hard i may try and how good my intentions are.

don't you love it when God uses His word to show you/remind you of a truth?? it never ceases to amaze me that something so ancient can still be so applicable to me today. i guess humans never do learn, do we? :)

17.2.06

OH MAN. this is waaay too silly. i have to admit..... it's a geeky thing because i like geology. *heeeeeee* plus it brings back the 'pet rock' phase that we went through.....

Everybody needs a rock.

I'm sorry for kids who don't have a rock for a friend.

I'm sorry for kids who only have TRICYCLES, BICYCLES, HORSES, ELEPHANTS, GOLDFISH, THREE-ROOM PLAYHOUSES, FIRE ENGINES, WIND-UP DRAGONS, AND THINGS LIKE THAT - if they don't have a rock for a friend.
(Byrd Baylor, from "Everybody Needs a Rock")

6.2.06

yay gym nite!

we had our *semesterly* gymnite at OU this past Friday (absolutely HAD to wear the raven shirt!) ..... i had an awsome time! i've missed playing basketball...... eventhough i wasn't REALLY giving it 100%, but whatever. it was fun watching the guys. ("shuffle steph, shuffle!!!") franki was there too, which was the nice part...... it would've been nicer still if he played with us. instead, we spent the evening being his guinea pigs as he tried out his new camera lens. ("don't you DARE take a picture of me..... frank!") *sigh* ah well...... must admit though, he did get some pretty good shots in..... and it's nice to have that wonderful time of fun documented. *grin* enjoy!


fly birdie, flyyyyy!!


incredible jumpers....


hiding from the camera...


this isn't a physical contact sport.... so YOU think.


look at tom go!


michelle getting some action in.....


yeah!

23.1.06

setting our sights on faraway lands.....

wow. it's SO interesting how so many of us are looking to step out of our comfort zones this summer...... looking to faraway places and seeing if God will lead us there to serve. it's so awsome to hear about all this passion! and finding the same awakening in myself......... it's amazing. it also strikes me as interesting that we are looking to more than just the church-sponsored projects....... let me clarify, there is NOTHING wrong with the ones that our church is involved with....... no project is unworthy, believe me. but somehow, i've always wondered what other oppurtunities there were out there.

nothing's written in stone for any of us yet, so i'm not gonna mention any specifics...... but i will ask all of you reading this to keep those of us that are considering, and those of us that God is working on, in your prayers. thaaanks! ^-^


14.1.06

heard this song for the first time a couple days ago... it was sooooo super sweet and struck a chord with the hopeless romantic in me, so much so that i couldn't resist hunting down the lyrics. ^-^ i know i know...... it's not valentine's day yet! so sue me. *pbbt.*

Chris Rice - When Did You Fall
From the album Amusing

You’re all smiles and silly conversation
As if this sunny day came just for you
You twist your hair, you smile and you turn your eyes away
C’mon, tell me what’s right with you
Now it dawns on me probably everybody’s talkin’
And there’s something here I’m supposed to realize
‘Cause your secret’s out, and the universe laughs at it’s joke on me
I just caught it in your eyes, it’s a beautiful surprise

Chorus:
When did you fall in love with me?
Was it out of the blue
‘Cause I swear I never knew it
When did you let your heart run free?
Have you been waiting long?
When did you fall in love with me?
When did you fall in love?

Make your way over here, sit down by this fool, and let’s rewind
C’mon, let’s go back and replay all our scenes
You can point out the hints, the clues, the twists and the smiles this time
All the ones that slipped by me
I bet my face is red, and you can hear my heart poundin’
Well I guess it don’t matter now that I realize
‘Cause baby I missed it then, but I can surely see you now
Right there before my eyes
You’re my beautiful surprise

Chorus:

Was it at the coffee shop
Or that morning at the bus stop
When you almost slipped, and I caught your hand
Or the time we built the snowman
The day at the beach, sandy and warm
Or the night with the scary thunderstorm
I never saw the signs
Now we’ve got to make up for lost time
And I can tell now by the way that you’re looking at me
I’d better finish this song so my lips will be free

Have you been waiting long, when did you fall in love
I kept you waiting so long, when did you fall
Have you been waiting long
When did you fall in love with me
When did you fall in love?

Copyright 2005 Clumsy Fly Music (ASCAP)

12.1.06

post from january 12th:

a new year has started...... i'm still bitter that i was cheated of one extra week of official holiday. :P how strange to think that half on janurary is almost gone. time really is like water slipping through one's fingers............

i never made resolutions before...... i mean, why make 'em if all you end up doing is not fulfilling them? but this year's a little different..... i feel as though God's really been showing me that i'm just not able without Him. so i decided to make, not so much a resolution, but a theme for the year: refuse to be independent. catchy, huh? ^-^ actually, i didn't come up with that (what do u take me for, a genius?!).... came from oswald chambers' my utmost for his highest......... i never picked it up before, but decided to go through it after it was suggested to me from one of my girls! it is so full of profound insight. definitely peruse through it, if you could get your hands on one!

school's started again. can't believe it's my last sem. i've got 4 classes and my thesis....... a little apprehensive about the last item. i still feel as though i haven't done enough work on it (because i really haven't! didn't work on it at all over the holidays....). weeell.... the only thing to do is to trek on, i suppose. and drench the project with prayer. :P boy do i ever need that.